His Footsteps .
When I look behind He Is Not There For Me .
Baby seasons change;
But people don't.
First week of hols=weirdness? But needless to say, I finally got my Ironman+Doomsday+Ayat-Ayat Cinta dose! Movies are like the best thing to tune out to during the hols(and I shall blatantly continue to ignore the ticket hike).
And God? I know sometimes I neglect You, but that doesn't mean I want to. Please forgive my sins.
Cause you never know when you might return. Maybe in this very instant.
Sure, life could settle you in deep deep shit sometimes, but you never stopped to wonder. About just the world He has created. Just that. Have you? Or you sink yourself into your own uncertainties and leave yourself there to rot.
There is a way out. If only you could learn to trust.
Well, that pile of hmwk's chasing me all over the place even in my dreams and I think, I should plop my ass down and get started. Not looking forward to tomorrow. But what's done is done, isn't it? Hmm.
And good luck abang, for manifestasi. I think you'll shine, like you always do.
You're just the luckiest, luckiest guy in the whole world to be able to love and be loved, really you are.
8:50 AM
How can I stand here with you,
Check and you're it. Boo and you're found. So if it's a I miss you? I don't know where to go from here, and perhaps neither do you. It's just a matter of time before you'll move on, I bite the dust and you taste the wind. But I think somehow we'll turn out equal, as we always did.
¬ be moved by you.
12:49 PM
:D
Herocksandyouknowit.
Herocksandyouknowit.
10:33 PM
That's what you get when you let your heart win,
-Paramore
Well yoo, I dont have any homework so I'm blogging(: I miss my maidd. Every day now is like pure boring torture, alonee at home and eyeing that computer to open my iTunes. And guess what, I prepared my uni for the first time ever without anyone's help/guidance. YAY.
June hols are packed ! I shall accompany Nisa to backpack arnd S'pore with my in-my-dreams Polaroid. Esplanade/Bugis/Queenstown/Haji Lane/Alexandra Arch hereee I come((: Unit Camp, class reunion. You better come my fuyohhh(s). &Happy Advanced Bday Nina! We need to go gantung-ing sometime.
Oh and today was photo-taking, both with Purple Dinos and for ncc. Taking class pics with BarneytheGay was HAHA:D I want to see the informal pic nowww.
Later part of the day, no comment:/ Slept in the bus like zzzz.
I kind of miss your face.
I think it might have ended quite differently with you. I just misunderstood everything all this time, I guess, that's why I looked around and suddenly I realized you weren't there. Oh and I hope you're fine. Healthy.
I shall be chilling for about a month. And then it's back to studyy. And my chilling time, will be the shit, I tell you. I shall be a social fagger. Yes, how horrible.
Need a feeling now, give me something that's going to last.
10:15 PM
And to be yourself is all that you can do.
Aqilah and I talked about what would happened if all the Muslims who at least deserve to go to heaven even though they've sinned would really do. But I guess it's kind of sad, ain't it, no challenges. Just knowing your day will be perfect. Forever. I wonder if we can still conduct parades in heaven? Although it'll be kind of stupid, what's the point of doing pt when you won't even get tired anyway, and if you want six-pack abs you can just wish for them in a wink of a millisecond. And can we still talk about stupid stuff cos I know I'll just end up saying at least one vulgarity every three minutes. So maybe for every curse it'll be whoosh, to hell, for a thousand years and go back to heaven and barely a second has passed. This is making me kind of scared.
Oh no oh no I found out something and it's making me feel so guilty and sick to the stomach and I want to vomit. How could I have not seen..?...What if she just disappears someday, and I won't be able to say how much I've always cared for her and stuff. What if the worst turned out to be true. I want to cry. So I realized, all day, yesterday, it was just a fake smile or laugh, maybe. She's dying inside.
Talking about dying makes circles spin around my eyes. Somehow I'm not looking forward to anything anymore. The truth hits you so hard like daggers that you feel numb to the pain but you're still hurting.
Goodnight, but not goodbye.
9:45 PM
With arms wide open;
Well I don't know if I'm ready, to be that woman I want to be.
You made me smile that tiny smile today, even if it was only for half an hour. I'll leave them alone.
I'm beginning to cherish friendships that I thought were far at first but turn out to be closer than I thought.
NADIAH'S GOING L.A.!
That's the shitzxsxsx mann. Omg, the first thing I'll do is waltzz into a camera shop and buy a nice Polaroid and I'll be so freakyy excited. The weird part? Nadiah doesn't want to go. She wants to go for Unit Camp. Sheesh. She must miss them too much. But still, LA. California. Hollywood. She seriously must be crazyy.
I'm in love with Valentino Rossi. The Doctor. How cute can he get? And that 'peace' sign he did before Shanghai's race just now. =] I think he looks cuter now when he's bald. He deserved to win today, I guess. Pedrosa's a loser, I feel quite sad for Hayden.
Musttt stay with him all the way until the end of MotoGP championship. (:
I feel so guilty towards Sholihin, he asked me to watch Definitely, Maybe. Then The Bucket List. With Syaf and Nina. Then bubble tea-ing with him. But no, I'm sorry. Tied Down. Anyway, looking forward to watch the Ironman! Syaf said her sis cried because of its bagos-ness. Heh.
My hair is getting so irritatingg.
5:53 PM
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