This blog is dead and I hope to make it that way but one more quiz to do then I'll berambus!(: Hahaha.
1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be? Shocked, then sad, and then I'll confront him.
2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be? Travel arnd the world.
3. Whose butt would you like to kick? Literally, I bet about half of the ppl whos answered this question has never kicked a persons butt before.
4. What would you do with a billion dollars? Philanthropist. Splurge and hope that I made a difference to the world.
5. What's your ideal guy like? Hmm. Caring, pious, funny, romantic but not corny.
6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone? I want to say being loved, but then you picture this me who everyone loves but I dont even love anyone. Thats sad, really.
7. How long do you intend to wait for someone u really love? I will have to say end of college then I'll start panicking(yesss and its not too early).
8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do? Nothing. Just hope of some miracle, but probably itll fade anyway.
9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy? I dont know. Sometimes when youre going out and you see the scenery and this place and you wish you could hang on to the moment.
11. If you can die in one way, how will it be? Ppl would say while youre asleep, but I'll say I get oldold and then I learn I have a disease and then I'll spend my last few months in the hospital, at least there's a chance to say goodbye.
12. How do you see yourself in ten years time? Successful and in love.
13. Who is currently the most important people to you? Friends, family, other chosen people who you need not know.
14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is? Nadiah. She understands me for who I really am(I know this is corny)
15. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor? Married but poor. At least like, you have a soulmate and stuff.
16.What's the first thing you do when you wake up? On the radio, fall asleep again then finally wake up.
17. Would you give all in a relationship? Yeah, if the chance comes arnd.
18. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick? I'll search deeper cos I normally fall for guys with looks first(sorry).
19. What type of people do you hate? People who try so hard to be cool but end up looking wannabe.
20. the eight people who u want to do this quiz? Quizzes are over-rated.
Eh nad, I did it! Hahahaha 20 bloody questions and I feel like I just sold my secrets or something. I dislikeee quizzes theyre over-rated.
5:49 PM
Moved(: Go find out where.
1:44 PM
Tuesday, June 3, 2008
I'm the geek in the pink.
Blogger pisses me off! I think I'll switch to Xanga/livejournal pretty soon, gosh blogger does indeed suck doesn't it?
I think I need a talent. I'm too talent-deprived. And beauty-deprived. Hell, deprived of everything?!
"It's hard to laugh at the need for beauty and romance, no matter how tasteless, even horrible the results of that are. But it is easy to sigh. Few things are sadder than the truly monstrous." -Day of the Locust
Well, sigh all right. I want to find that expectation that does not derive from others. Maybe I expected too much to be treated by people by how I treat them. Life isn't like that at all. There's always one by-atch or two amidst the crowd who just has to give you shit. I think 13 years of life may be veryvery little, but maybe it's proof enough not to let your feelings hang loose. Bottle it up and you only let go, when youve found that true, sincere someone about 3726384 years from now, which I interpret is arnd whenever I need it to be.
sorry.
4:29 PM
Thursday, May 29, 2008
Baby seasons change; But people don't.
First week of hols=weirdness? But needless to say, I finally got my Ironman+Doomsday+Ayat-Ayat Cinta dose! Movies are like the best thing to tune out to during the hols(and I shall blatantly continue to ignore the ticket hike).
And God? I know sometimes I neglect You, but that doesn't mean I want to. Please forgive my sins.
Cause you never know when you might return. Maybe in this very instant. Sure, life could settle you in deep deep shit sometimes, but you never stopped to wonder. About just the world He has created. Just that. Have you? Or you sink yourself into your own uncertainties and leave yourself there to rot.
There is a way out. If only you could learn to trust.
Well, that pile of hmwk's chasing me all over the place even in my dreams and I think, I should plop my ass down and get started. Not looking forward to tomorrow. But what's done is done, isn't it? Hmm.
And good luck abang, for manifestasi. I think you'll shine, like you always do. You're just the luckiest, luckiest guy in the whole world to be able to love and be loved, really you are.
8:50 AM
Saturday, May 24, 2008
How can I stand here with you,
Check and you're it. Boo and you're found. So if it's a I miss you? I don't know where to go from here, and perhaps neither do you. It's just a matter of time before you'll move on, I bite the dust and you taste the wind. But I think somehow we'll turn out equal, as we always did.